The boy with blue hair thinks I'm sexy. As if. At 140lbs, I am far from sexy. Cute, maybe. But not sexy. I might hook up with him anyway. I just can't deal with the noise in my head, and I need something to shut it up. I need to do something reckless and dumb.
I need to get away from this horrible school. I need to just stop eating. I need medication. I need to not need anymore.