Friday, June 24, 2011

Anxious Nights

I spent over an hour on the phone with my therapist.  I was having a breakdown after I purged blood.  I'm pretty sure I just scratched up the back of my throat, but still.  Life is a lot to handle sometimes.  I've decided to not count calories for the next week.  I need some sanity.  After next week I'll start the Thin Skinny Slim diet or whatever the fuck it's called.  I just need some time to myself.

This may sound desperate, but if anyone wants to talk, email me at  I'm lonely, and my roommate is gone.  Yeah, I'm pathetic.

At least gay marriage was approved in New York.  Just one more step towards equality <3


  1. oh baby!!!! im so sorry that happened to you !!!! :(
    i know u can do it this next week !!! i'm sure it's going to be hard BUT YOU CAN DO it!!!! that was a big step calling ur therapist have a gr8 weekend love u deserve it <3

  2. Aww, that must be so hard for you! I hope things feel better soon!
    Good idea not counting calories for a while, it will probably help you :)
    Lottie x

  3. I'm always so afraid to purge blood. I know I would freak out if I did but it would probably keep me from purging for quite a while. I hope not counting calories helps you.
    I emailed you.
    And gay marriage should be legal everywhere.
    Stay strong. :)