I got home, and instantly shoved four Zebra Cakes into my face (640). I ran upstairs and purged until all I could see and taste was bile. Fuck. I seem to be purging more and more lately. I can't say that I'm proud of it. I wish I had the strength to just restrict, but when I can't, I at least have a back up plan. I'm on a water and tea fast for the rest of the day, and I have to work out at least twice.
I don't know if I should count this as a failure for the SGD or not. If I do, I probably won't start over for at least a week, and that could be problematic. But if I don't, I continue and feel as if I've failed the entire time. I think the only way I'll let myself continue is if I fast all day today and tomorrow. I'm just not sure. I would appreciate opinions.