Goal Weight 1: Check

I woke up this morning at 149.5 lbs.  That means I've reached my first goal weight.  I don't know how to feel about it.  It's like a birthday.  You wait up until midnight, eagerly awaiting midnight... and then the witching hour comes and you don't feel any differently.  I don't feel lighter.  In fact, I woke up this morning absolutely positive I'd gained.  I don't think it's "real" weight.  I've lost 3.5 pounds since Monday... that has to be water weight.  I bought my reward anyway.  It's a pretty purple new food journal.  However, to encourage me to keep it up, I won't let myself write in it until I've been at 150 or lower for three consecutive days.

My fast is going well enough.  28 hours in, 20 to go.  Tomorrow I leave for the state debate tournament, which means I'll be skipping lunch with the team.  I don't think I can do that without looking super suspicious.  Last time we ate out, I didn't order anything either.  I might make this a 40 hour fast again... that way I can eat with the team and avoid those suspicions.  Perhaps.

We're all meeting at A's house in about an hour to practice our pieces one more time before the tournament.  I know for a fact there will be cookies... send me skinnies, lovelies.  I'll need them.  Sweets are my biggest weakness.

And I might have broken my three month streak of being cut free last night.  Yeah...