I decided to not count calories for the remainder of the trip. I would eat however much I wanted of whatever I wanted. Let the gluttony begin. Pizza, cookies, cupcakes, candy. Delicious, delicious food. And let me tell you, I felt great. I was defying myself. I was hurting myself. And I finally had enough energy. But of course, all good things must come to an end. I gained 3 pounds in a single weekend, but I'm not surprised at all. Today I will ease back into restricting.
Oh, and it's time for the ultimate punishment. You all will see my gigantic body. I hope you can use it as reverse thinspo so something good can come out of this.
Flabby arms, bulging belly, ugly hair. Why do I want to eat like a "normal" person?
The dress I have to wear tomorrow for the Rotary luncheon. I'm so wide. I'm going to look like a fat cow next to all of the beautiful people.
I'm sorry to anyone who thought I was an "inspiration." Yes, I do my best to work off my binges, but that's no reason to admire me.