I stayed home sick today. When I woke up, I was so nauseous that I could barely move. My head was pounding, and I could feel my blood pressure plummeting. My throat is sore. Fatigue has set into my bones. It's just hunger... my body is weak. But I couldn't tell my father that, so I lied and told him I caught the stomach flu from E.
So far I've had most of a banana with my birth control pills. I'm waiting until my dad goes to work to make myself a small lunch. I think I'll just sauté some bell pepper and mushrooms in a pan.
I want pizza. I don't even like pizza all that much, so I have no clue why I'm craving it. I can't excerise today without looking suspicious, so the plan is to eat less than 500. It's doable.
I just realized that by skipping today, I've given myself a four day weekend since we have Good Friday off, too. Sweeeet.
Edit: I ate lunch. 1 cup of veggie soup (90). Then purged it. I hate eating when no one's home. There's nothing to stop me from doing whatever I want with food.
I hope you feel better soon! Maybe there is a mineral/vitamin in the pizza making you crave pizza? I read somewhere this can happen; like if you crave chocolate, your body wants magnesium (I think it's magnesium).
ReplyDeleteAnd in reply; I haven't been able to stop eating this week, hence that post and then the following meal plan. I hope the scales are kind to me too! Believe me, my mind is set to it :) xx
i hope you feel better. less than 500 is a good plan&cheers for a 4day weekend. stay strong, lady. have a fun (longass) weekend.
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Aw sweetie, feel better. and maybe it's a good idea to eat something. if you're feeling sick its better to eat a little something now than to mess up your metabolism and etc. or set yourself up for a binge. look after your long term best interests, okay?
ReplyDeletemuch love and support,
Jackie