I fear, my dears, that this will be my last post for a while. What with nationals and the start of summer college and reading Beowulf for AP English IV and putting together a college resume, I'm going to be busy busy busy busy. I'll be on and off periodically, though.
I splurged a bit tonight, and had Starbucks. That stuff is dreadful for me. I don't know why I did it. Coffee screws up my stomach every time. Oh well. It was worth it. My throat is still killing me, though. If it's still scratchy like this in the morning, I'm putting myself on vocal rest before the tournament. I don't have much of a chance, but I refuse to let this disease fuck up what little shot I have at winning.
I took a picture of myself today. I was shocked. I look decidedly normal sized. My 13's are literally falling off me, and my 11's don't fit quite right either. It never occurred to me that I've slipped from large t-shirts to mediums. And I realized today that 148 is the least I've weighed since coming home crying from a physical in the 5th grade because I weighed 149 lbs. I am nearly healthy. And healthy is just another step towards thin!
135 by the end of the summer. And then 120 by the end of the year. I can do this. I will do this.