Tuesday, May 24, 2011

2 more days

I leave for debate nationals in just two days.  Jesus Christ.  All I can hope for is that I don't get dead last in all my rounds.  I know I have zero chance of winning.  I just don't want to lose.  Haha.  I'm freshening up my hair color right now.  At the very least, I'll look good.

The scale this morning was not unkind.  148.  The scale at my doctor's office said 157 a week ago, which I knew wasn't right.  I was around 152, 155 at the most.  I know it seems irrational, but I can feel my weight, you know?  Only 7 more pounds to a healthy BMI.  I can do this.

I can't wait for summer college.  Because of my galbladder problems, I eat vegetarian and super low-fat.  So there won't be much to eat in the cafeteria.  Hopefully, the sheer lack of foods will lead to a hefty weight loss over the month that I'm there.  One can only hope.


  1. I hate the doctor's scales too. I have a digital one at home, at my boyfriend's and the Weight Watchers one is also digital. Between all 3 there is 0.5 lb to 1 lb difference. The doctors use one with a red marker that spins around which is NOT accurate in the slightest. I hate being weighed there because they weigh so much heavier. Same with the non-digital ones in the college gym that weigh you 14 lbs heavier than you are. It sucks.

    Good luck with debates; I'm sure you'll be fine! And 148 is great; 7 lbs is nothing really, you'll easily do it! xx

  2. I absolutely LOVE the picture at the top of your blog. That is my new goal. I want to be that skinny. I wish I knew how much she weighed. Good luck with Nationals!