I leave for debate nationals in just two days. Jesus Christ. All I can hope for is that I don't get dead last in all my rounds. I know I have zero chance of winning. I just don't want to lose. Haha. I'm freshening up my hair color right now. At the very least, I'll look good.
The scale this morning was not unkind. 148. The scale at my doctor's office said 157 a week ago, which I knew wasn't right. I was around 152, 155 at the most. I know it seems irrational, but I can feel my weight, you know? Only 7 more pounds to a healthy BMI. I can do this.
I can't wait for summer college. Because of my galbladder problems, I eat vegetarian and super low-fat. So there won't be much to eat in the cafeteria. Hopefully, the sheer lack of foods will lead to a hefty weight loss over the month that I'm there. One can only hope.