Monday, May 23, 2011

Diet Pills

I started Mega-T diet pills yesterday.  So far I rather enjoy them.  I take one a couple bites into the meal, and by the time I'm halfway finished, I get sort of nauseous and can't eat much more.  I still feel full with what little I've consumed, though.  They're great, if only for that.  I don't know if I've actually lost any weight, though.  I haven't weighed myself in forever.  I'm scared to.  I know I haven't been restricting like I should.  I've been eating 1200 - 1400 calories a day.  Little piggy.  But yesterday was good.  I barely went over 500.  I think I'm nearly back into the swing of things.

A couple people yesterday suggested that I get help for my depression.  Don't worry, girls.  I'm in therapy.  I don't actually take any medications, though.  I refuse.  My dad thinks I'm on Zoloft and Lamictil, but in all actuality, I haven't taken them since June of 2009.  I hate the way they make me feel.  I'd rather be creeped out by distant voices than feel that flat and mindless.  I know people react differently to different medications, but I've tried a plethora of antidepressants that either did nothing, got me stoned, or made me terribly suicidal.  So I function without them... most of the time.

2 comments:

  1. Thanks for the info about the diet pills. I've been looking into getting some. I'm just unsure of which ones work. By the way, I completely understand not taking your meds. I try not to take meds either if I don't have to.

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  2. I've never tried Mega T diet pills, but I really want to get some appetite suppressors/diet pills. Congrats on your intake yesterday! I hope that everything goes well for you and that you have an absolutely lovely day. And if you ever feel depressed/sad, we're always here for you. :)

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