I started Mega-T diet pills yesterday. So far I rather enjoy them. I take one a couple bites into the meal, and by the time I'm halfway finished, I get sort of nauseous and can't eat much more. I still feel full with what little I've consumed, though. They're great, if only for that. I don't know if I've actually lost any weight, though. I haven't weighed myself in forever. I'm scared to. I know I haven't been restricting like I should. I've been eating 1200 - 1400 calories a day. Little piggy. But yesterday was good. I barely went over 500. I think I'm nearly back into the swing of things.
A couple people yesterday suggested that I get help for my depression. Don't worry, girls. I'm in therapy. I don't actually take any medications, though. I refuse. My dad thinks I'm on Zoloft and Lamictil, but in all actuality, I haven't taken them since June of 2009. I hate the way they make me feel. I'd rather be creeped out by distant voices than feel that flat and mindless. I know people react differently to different medications, but I've tried a plethora of antidepressants that either did nothing, got me stoned, or made me terribly suicidal. So I function without them... most of the time.