It was a binge-y day today. I was sad and lonely. That's my biggest issue... I eat when I'm lonely. I substitute food for friendship. For caring. For love. I chew food up and spit it back out. Symbolic, I know. I steal their friendship, their hearts, and then I drop them and break my own heart in the process. Even with spitting up a bit of my binge, the damage was still 1492 for the day. Bad Alex. Very very bad Alex.
Tomorrow will be a vegan day. That way I can't binge on cereal and baked goods. Just fruit, veggies, and this yummy navy bean soup I made today. I have a feeling it will be even better tomorrow. I'm re-reading Wasted by Marya Hornbacher for inspiration. I'm just so ready for something new. I'm going to summer college in a week. I packed my bags already. I want to move on.
On the bright side, my new computer came in today! It's a gorgeous new Mac. I need to name it.